I have freshman orientation for college on the 21st, and I leave August 14th. This gives me two months to get a job, and a car so I can come down on the weekends to see the Boyfriend, who is really the only thing I will miss. But I only get to see him once or twice a week anyway. Not that big of a difference. And I will probably see if I can stay with him on holidays instead of staying at home. Home is one thing I can say with confidence that I will not miss.

I am a little concerned regarding Boyfriend not yet having his GED, but I can think of one thing that I used to worry about that I haven't had to since he is not in college. I used to be so terrified of the idea that I might go to college here, and he would be going somewhere else. I was always worried that wherever he went, even if it was the same college, there would be another "me" there, only better. The thought of new people, girls pretty much, is a little scary. But it wouldn’t' be him I would be worried about. There is a good 40%-50% increase on the slut population between here and bigger cities. Especially a college campus. I don't like the thought of some hoochy trying to play with my boyfriends hair. Or worse, someone who is actually really cool....and pretty....*shudder*. But he's right here for now. And he's working in a chicken factory with a bunch of Mexican guys, so whatever.

Anyway, back to my birthday. I thought about having a party but the odds of anyone showing up besides Boyfriend are pretty slim. So I think it would be nice to just go eat somewhere.