My Easter weekend was spent alone. No internet makes it even worse. I hate not being able to update. I am going to be in a bad mood for a while now. I have not seen Boyfriend for two weeks and one day. Last weekend he played computer games at the Bakers, which is where everyone goes to play together on a network. Well, anyway.. I didn't see him at all and I am not one to complain about him hanging out with friends. Not at all. But he did the same thing this weekend and didn't even have to work on Friday like I thought he did. So I sat in my room, played with photoshop, sat in my room, played with photoshop..... things like this make me think "Do you even miss me at all? I only get to see you once or twice a week anyway." This is the only thing in our relationship that bothers me a lot. I know that I care about him and think about him way more than he does me. It's sounds concieted, but I get to thinking things like "How can you not want to see me like I want to see you? I hate going one day not seeing you, how can you stand two weeks?" It's not like he doesnt care about me, but this really bothers me. And what about next week? He couldn't possibly do this next weekend to. I will call him before he has a chance to leave. >:( I have to go.
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