Next year, unless I make very good friends with someone I know I will like 100%, I am applying for a private dorm. I used the roomies cable for the internet so I could check my email and such. I actually used it twice, but I told her I used it the second time because I felt kinda bad and sneaky. Not that it is a big deal though. You unplug it from one computer and stick it in another, and whatever. No biggie, I put it back when I was done. But anyway, I told her I used it and she said “Ok” like she didn’t care. Well, I woke up from getting some sleep after my classes today and noticed two pieces of post it type paper taped to her computer tower. One said something like “Please don’t remove any cords from my computer!” and another that said “Please don’t remove any cards from my compute!” whatever the hell that last one means, I have no clue. Well, you know if she would have just asked me not to use her damn cord, I would have said ‘fine, no problem’ but no no no. She had to be all prissy about it with sticky notes and shit. What the fuck. What is wrong with people? Just tell me, don’t be a bitch. Thankfully the boyfriend is getting my cable for me real soon so I will have the internet hooked up on my own computer and will not have to go to the library or scrounge for computers on campus. Sorry I don’t have all kinds of money to buy the shit I need right away. I really hate that she talks about how she doesn’t hesitate to help anyone out when they need it, but didn’t even want to let me use her internet to check my messages. I hope she gets that damn virus and then when she doesn’t want to walk across campus I can put sticky notes all over my things too. I’m pretty ranty but sorry. Thought I wasn’t going to have roommate trouble and I was wrong I guess. It’s not that we argue and she isn’t mean to me or anything when I am there, but then she does that stupid shit. Yeah, it’s her computer but don’t act like you are so damn generous when your not.

So now I have this sort of secret angst, I suppose, with her. And that’s just what I was trying to avoid here in college. Now I am going to be wishing for her to fall down steps and shit because I am bitter damnit, and I can’t help it. Fucking paranoid stoner roomies.

Ok, I told you I wasn’t going to be bitching all through this entry so I have a pretty funny and creepy story to write about. Last Tuesday there was a ‘presidents picnic’ that freshman were required to go to. There was lots of great free food and everything and I was just kind of wandering around by myself. Well, it was very crowded. There was at least 1000 people in this little backyard. I was walking around when I noticed there was someone standing really close to me behind my left shoulder. Very close. I could feel all there body heat on my neck and everything. So I though “Well, it’s pretty crowded”, and moved up a little. But they moved right along with me. So I turned around, and this guy was standing right in my face. Thisclose. Some kind of shorter guy with the kind of blond hair that is about an inch long, but for some reason sticks strait up naturally. He was kinda chunky and stout, and had glasses. Pretty funny looking guy. I am sure he was a freshman. He says to me “Hi, my name is blahblahblah.” I don’t remember his name. So I say hi, and he says, “so what are you doing?”

“Oh, just looking for my friends.” Which was the truth…. And then he said the worst and creepiest thing I think any guy has ever said to me. “Well, I think we have two options. 1, we can stand around here all day, and mingle by ourselves. Or 2, we can go somewhere else and mingle with each other.” AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I wish I had a can of mace. “Uh, I think I’ll just mingle by myself.” Yeah, I wish I was bold enough to say ‘get the hell away from me’. Then out of the corner of my eye, I spotted one of my friends, thank God. I yelled “Oh, there’s one of my friends!” and kind of grabbed her and just started talking to her with a pretty freaked out look on my face. He just kind of weaved himself back into the crowd and left me alone. Then I told her about it and she was like “No wonder you were so happy to see me. I thought you guys were in some kind of conversation or something, I wasn’t going to say anything to you.” Haha. I’m glad I do know a few people here. I hope that never happens again, but at least I have something to update about.

Well, I’m sure I’ll be adding a lot more entries from now on now that college is starting to flow. I get to see Boyfriend next weekend. He is going to come get me Friday for Labor Day weekend. I’ll be so glad to see him. I really miss him a lot. Well, got to get the hell out of here.