Nothing goin’ on really. Becca is getting married in December, but that not my news, so go read her diary. Mine sucks, haha.

My computer is still broken and I am suffering a Photoshop withdrawal. *twitch…twitch*

Actually, I’ve been thinking lately how retarded it is that me and the boyfriend have been going out so long (three years Nov. 5th!) and never talk about all the ‘future’ stuff. Never have once. I’m just too quiet, and things like that make me uncomfortable. He’s the same way, so it’s kind of a bad combination. It’s not that I feel uncomfortable with him though. I’ve always been like this my whole life with everyone. I’ve tried to do the whole “think back into your childhood” crap to find the source of it but I have no clue. And now, with Becca and Jesse getting married, I’m afraid that if I try to talk to him about things he’ll think I’m just doing it because of them. So poop.

Anyone else out there get shy and freeze up when they even think about ‘talking’ to someone? Surely I am not the only one. Someone help me out, for real.