I have (hopefully) temporarily lost the internet and don't know why because it was not my account. I was sort of..*cough*stealing it*cough*. But It is being dealt with. I am using every opportunity I can get to use the schools computers. No internet has made life even less productive than before, if that's possible. I wanted to stay home so bas this morning because I was so tired I could have puked. It literally made me eel sick and like I was having a mild panic attack. I feel better now but I want to sleep so badly. Boyfriend did not come over this weekend. He played computer games with some friends at this guy’s house who has a cable connection, so he can download things super fast. This guy is staring this business where you bring your computer and play games with your friends on a network for 10$. I don't mind him going at all as long as it isn’t something he does allll the time. I don't want to say anything to him about it because I have this stupid complex with telling him when something bothers me. It's like I want to be this perfect girlfriend who never complains, and if I say something like "Please don't make a habit out of this." I will start to turn into that kind of girlfriend. I have to go, the bell will ring soon. No internet is torture.
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