I have been slacking on updates for a while. I need to start updating every day again, or at least try. It's hard to get your d-land on if your not a gold member nowadays.

Things are still appearing to be going well with the Boyfriend. Stephen and I were at a friends house the other night who we haven’t seen for a while. We played video games (in which I kicked Stephens ass) and got into big discussions about sex and such. That always seems to happen when several friends get together and have nothing else to do but talk. Maybe it is because we are all between the ages of 18 and 25. I dunno. But as usual someone asks about the sex life of Boyfriend and I, and I get to proudly state my virginity to a small crowd and explain myself, while I get asked repeatedly "You've never had sex? You've been going out how long?" It's a shame, really, that people can't fathom a 2 1/2 year relationship sex free, especially me being 18, and him being 20 now, and being a virgin himself. I always get "Oh. DO you two not like each other like that? Are you just not affectionate?" What the hell is that supposed to mean? Of course I am physically attracted to my boyfriend. He's friggen hot! And I am a very affectionate person. So is he. Just because we don't fuck doesn't mean we don't do anything. I am human you know. Sorry, I get pretty defensive about it when people ask me things like that. I just have a pretty long list f reasons why I don't want to have sex before I'm married. Maybe I'll post it sometime soon. And Boyfriend has never ever had an issue with this. He's never bugged me about it or attempted anything whatsoever. He pretty much feels the same way about it as myself.

Back to being human, I have felt a little vulnerable before, and kind of freaked myself out. So thank God he is like me on this issue. But I am pretty damn sure if it really came down to it I would have no problem keeping my panties on.

Oh, and by the way, I don't look down on people's decision to fornicate, so don't sent me hate mail. It's none of my business really.